ist almost sick some of the stuff she took and some of the stuff she didnt. I gave her a neckless for V day and is sits in its box on the coffe table in the liveingroom. keep in mind she is moving to mabey come back, but she dug throught boxes she hasent opened in years to grab stuff she never uses or books she hasent read in years. I see items i have given her throught the years and she has left them all behind. it didnt click in my head i guess when she realy stressed that she was only takeing stuff she had when we started dating ( 8 years ago. it seems she is makeing a realy good effort to not take anything that would remind her of me, and that seems a little sick. When I finaly madw my way into our bedroom i found a body pillow on the bed. I dont ever use body pillowes, but my wife does. Iit hase been on what ever we have considered a "guest bed" since we moved in 6 or so years ago. she uses it all the tome. I was rely confused
then whem i woke up this morning, and im not sure but think my parents gave it to her out first christmas together. this is something she uses a lot, something i never use but since i might have given her she leaves it behind on my bed. this is probably the worst for me. the uses it all the time, but now that she moved she dosent want it.
she gives hope with her words and destroyes it with her actions. I just dont know what to do
