Bomb, why do you say that. I can tell you I am not as sad and can not remember the last time I cried but it still hurts real bad.I thnk the support I am getting here and elsewhere really makes a difference.

Great advice. Thank you. DR really is simple but very hard. The reason I have two threads is I'm not sure which to be in. Separated or MLC. What are your thoughts? I was also going to change my name to New Tree or Strong Tree to show change and PMA.

I feel good today, I layed in her bed this morning and had a nice talk. I wanted her so bad but left the room with just saying goodbye and have a nice day (no kiss). What I would have given to ML. It was great to lay in my old bed again for 5 minutes.

Thanks for your thoughts,

Treeman