All Hope is lost/Help - Part 2

[Evie]

Thanks Jen, I do feel proud of myself and generally much more comfortable around H than I have in a long time. I still live with the hope that one day he will come home. If he does it won't be with any great fanfare and r talks, I think it would be more like he starts to spend more and more time with us. I still have these negative thoughts that enter my head that he'll never come home as he seems to still have a brick wall of defence around him?

I know I mustn't overlook the baby steps, but I guess b/c I'm feeling more postive I had hoped that H would too?

He moves into a new flat on Friday, bigger more expensive, but in our town, so much nearer.

Another positive is we were invited to an evening wedding reception next Friday. I accepted a while ago with a view of taking a friend. But yesterday I emailed H and reminded him our colleague was getting married and that I had accepted, I said I could arrange a sitter and would he take me please? (Didn't want to give him the option of deciding to go, just asked him if he would take me) He said yes!!!