Help Me Act AS IF, Part 3

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It's not about expectations--because, given how things are lately, I expected him to figure out a way to avoid coming home. What really got to me was how clumsy he was, making it obvious to D11 that something isn't right. He didn't mean to do that, but he did.

I went out for drinks with Hs cousin's wife, who is also my friend. She confirmed for me that H has been cruel and thoughtless. No one understands how he can behave this way all of a sudden.

Tomorrow we have MC and I guess we'll have to talk about what happened. I am tired of being so patient, trying to rise above and not say anything to H about the hurtful and insensitive things he has said to me. I am starting to hate this man who I loved. He is being so unlike himself and such a selfish jerk.