Ok I read.. Well Not much 10 days could not have made that much difference.

But maybe.

Don't come on to strong.

I was reading the move here. and I could feel the excitement.

I can see the circle of getting back to where you were = "Don't go there"

I half way wanna read it all now... LOL

I am gonna read some more then post.

Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.