No Expectations 4

[peacetoday]

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Thanks for your responses
you guys all seem to agree to ket clothes issue go so I will
Just got home from ER
D12 c/o bad pain in rib/chest and started hyperventilating
she is oK
and H came she was really sick for a while
she seems better now
H picked us up from ER and I got to be in his car
the four of us
felt so good
like we were togterher
he came in brought S6 to bed and I thanked him as he really did help us out
I see a little bit of the old H at times
he definitely still seems to play a big part in our lives
he must be on the fence
My neightbor who went thru this MLC with her H last year said to me
"he will be back"
he is on the fence and he cant stay there forever"
her opinion is when they leave they are gone my H is here too much to be gone she said
Hope she is right
I have my doubts
Her H is back..says M better now
peace