Thanks guys! I really appreciate any help I can get. I really just miss him some days and some days it is like a dull ache. I am reading anything I can get my hands on and this seems to be the best so far.
It has been 5 months since I have seen him and we work at the same facility. The house we lived in which he owns is right across the street from work. So everyday I come here to work and remember everything we did together. Lunches, walks on campus, going to the greenhouse and feeding the ducks here. Now I just get to stare at those things everyday missing him.
He is so mad and sometimes I think he may just be mad at himself for making such a mess of this. I just wish I kew how to get him to open up and work on our realtionship. We have 7 and a half more months before we file for divorce. I don't want to waste the time but I can't get him to even consider talking to me. I am just at a loss at what to do.
