And the roller coaster continues. Spoke with my husband today, he was all chipper and the usual. He asked me to stay for dinner on Weds when he comes. I told him that I can't just keep doing this and asked him, prefacing that I wasn't going to judge him but rather that I just needed to know, why on last Thursday he was OK with spending time together working on us and then he changed his mind and told me yesterday that he wasn't there. He responded that he was just defensive. So he's up for me staying for dinner and then watching a movie together after the kids go to bed.

This is all about baby steps, right? Two steps forward, one step back. AURGH!


Me: 42/H: 37
T: 10 years/M: 8
D9, S8
Bomb: 7.23.07
Separated: 1.20.08
D Final 3.19.09
Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09

My life is good.