It's really weird. Sometimes my W reacts to a touch and sometimes she doesn't. Yesterday at the Globetrotters game she was walking up the steep stairs in front of me with her but right in my face so I pinched it. No Reaction. I also put my arm around her chair as we watched the game and she kinda sat up so my arm was only around the chair. Later we were danceing in the ailes and doing the bump, felt nice.
Everytime she gives me a kiss or a hug she tells me she doesn't mind but does't want me to take it the wrong way. A while ago we would hold hands in bed and she told me it felt really weird cause we had not done that in a while and it was strange feeling. I felt like i had a disease or something.
I think it is the Rage, guilt and maybe she has the unconfirmed OM in her heart and has no space for me. The whole thing is so wierd. Strangest thing i have ever seen. I miss the touch so bad and am trying to keep ML out of my mind.
Hang in there Bomb you are doing great and F her if she can't take a little pat on the butt. You did the right thing and you deserve that.
