I had full range of H emotions over the last few days, she was feeling good at the weekend, and out of the blue said if our finances were better 5 years ago she would have tried for second child. Mind you I know that's a bit of BS as she went out of her way to ensure we didn't have second child by getting sterilized, and only telling me 2 days before the op that she was going in. A second child was a big issue with me but I've let it go now. To be honest I think W was just trying to say something that would be personal to the two of us rather than trying to upset me.
However last night I got the other end of the spectrum when she accused me of snooping at her cell phone. She had left it in the bathroom when I went to use it so I put it outside the door in case she came upstairs (I didn't want to be locked in there with the phone). When I finished I put it back where it was, I never went into it I don't feel the need now. Also I know she purposely leaves the phone laying around to see if I'll touch it. But like I said I don't feel the need now.
Anyway this incident tells me need to talk about some trust issues sooner rather than later. But all in all W was ok afterwards cos she thanked me for scanning some documents for work on the computer and we went to bed together as usual, no touchy feely cos I think we were both too tired for that.
