cat - my heart goes out to you as well as my prayers. it is such a hard hard time you are going through right now.
when you said that the bricks keep falling, i had another image - it's like when a sculptor is creating, so much stone needs to be taken away to reveal what would be a masterpiece.
i wish, there would be a way for you to surround yourself with love and care, love for yourself, care for yourself. and, you know, if you are ok the kids will be ok.
((((((cat))))))
me, h - 40+ m-20+ s, d, ss - 20+ s, ow, pa since 04.2007 h back and forth 01.2008 - 05.2008 h decided to be w/ow 05.13.2008 http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1415899&page=1&fpart=1