Part of me wants to talk to h, we need to start talking, i know these conversations get me no where and they will keep on doing so.
I love these posts.....because I can finally see a few things I so didn't before.
You have got to forgive him to move on.
And you've got to forgive a few of the old girlfriends to make new friends.
You CAN just grow one. You just grew us...and even though we are online buddies.......you can grow real people in real life the same way.
You are sooooooooooo loveable, bear. You just are. You attracted us to you.
And you know you've done it before.
But you isolate yourself now.
Honey, you are so valuable, you are such a sweetheart. But I think your wall is your anger.
I don't know this much about the not being able to have children thing....but I think he's 'using' that. I might really really really be wrong. Either way...I really believe you have a good chance at getting him back.
In Micheles book, Getting through to the Man you Love....she talks about zigzag ing. I'm tough on you because I don't want you to go through more pain.
But I think it's just the 2 steps forward, 6 steps backward thing. You're still moving forward.
You and Jeanette are the best.
sg Love is PATIENT, love is KIND, LOVE never fails / DB since 2001
