I didn't cry when H left with S & D tonight!!!
I was sad...but I didn't cry! First time.

I went over the my best friends and hung out with them. Then I picked up S on the way home.

I'm starting to feel empowered for some reason. I had a few bad days, but I feel like I'm on the upswing.
I'm also starting to see the possibilities with my new life. It's kind of exciting. I remember a short while ago feeling like I will never be able to feel this way. But it's starting...and that's good. For the detaching, for the GAL'ing.

AHHHH, it feels good to feel good. James Brown would be proud!
J~

M 35
H 29
M 4 yrs T 9 yrs
D 3
S born 10/19/07
Bomb 09/10/07 Separated next day
OW - broke up and H moved out 09/07/08
Status - still figuring this out