H4C, (((HUGS))) from me. From what I've read, the WAS can go back and forth many times. The appeal of the A, and the OP, starts to wear off. They start to see that this person is not perfect either. So, they come your way a bit. Then the addiction pulls them back.
I agree with TAL and LWB, how long can you hold out? Make your emotional and mental wellbeing, and that of your D8, your priority.
Perhaps she is just keeping you in limbo. Is it coincidence that 2 weeks ago she was texting you ILY, etc, and you dismissed the petition at the same time?
