The thing that sucks is that I feel like Im back to square one. I beleived in what she told me and now Im devastated all over again.

Im starting to wonder if she really loves me afterall. Or maybe she just doesnt want me to move on and stay in limbo in case OM doesnt work out.

My daughter is so confused because we were doing things as a family a few weeks ago and now she is back on with OM. Exactly what happened when this first started.

I dont know how to stop the cycle. I still love her.

Hurtin: 32
WAW: 30
D: 8
Bomb: 10/05
Sep: 12/05
Back together 8/07
Bomb (OM): 11/07
Filed for D (me): 12/07