I used to have crazy dreams like that quite a bit. Haven't had one in a while but they certainly shake you.
I am also a horrible cold and unfeeling person. I was mean to a waitress once.. Yes... that was a HUGE indicator to H of who I really am.. I just really don't get why they make us out to be these horrible unfeeling people. I guess it makes them feel like they aren't hurting our feelings since we obviously don't have any.