Thanks again..RMG..you are definitely wiser than me on this..and I thought I have dealt with this well enough.
I guess as a human, Christian or otherwise...we hold on to familiarity and security. While my W is certainly not the woman I married and fell in love with, she is still there in spurts.
I have noticed she seems to have gone wild..like MLC maybe, but certain signs I feel dont show that, but I think its what it is...maybe thats why I hold on.
I know what u mean, right now in that state of mind shes in...I wouldnt want her back without a lot of talking and time. Im learning patience, but I dont think its for her, but for me to let God correct me. But I miss the family life and security, no doubt.
Thanks again, RMG..I said that already..its nice to hear from those over the hump with this.