H4c,

Lwb is right.. the back and forth I think is the worst part, because you get your hopes up, just to be knocked down again..

You have to ask yourself how much can I take without totally losing yourself in the process. If you think there is hope, only you can answer that.

Its not fair.

me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.