You're not alone!! I'm right there with you. I've only been at this 3 months but it feels like an eternity. Maybe you should see about getting some meds. There is no shame in this at all. We have to be strong for our boys 2nd and if that means taking some meds then so be it.
Regarding his email. Don't assume it was your H's OW. Maybe it was him. Maybe he's trying to reach out and be sweet because he is realizing the hurt that he's caused you and the boys.
I know what you mean about being at the end of your rope. But tie a knot in it and hold on honey.
I've been so furious that my H is fixing up OW home (using our money for this too!!!). I wonder if they could put themselves in our shoes and see and feel how we feel? I asked him if he was going to spend some time with S15, take him to see H's mom, etc. and H said that it wasn't in his plans for this weekend! I'm sure he enjoyed himself with OW and her kids. His loss. S15 and I had a great time yesterday at the park with his girlfriend & her little brother (my friends children).
S19 said he was having lunch with H. He said last week he asked about me. I don't know if S19 was trying to be sweet and make me feel better or what. But I hope it's true.
I had to call H today because my dentist called saying that my claim had been denied because I wasn't covered. I had to call H to see if he'd removed me from the insurance (he didn't). But, I was very proud of myself and was calm and sweet during the convo! YEA ME!!
2nd - be strong. I read somewhere on here that for every year you've been married that it takes 1 month for MLC. Holy crap that means 20 months for me and 24 months for you! But, look at the positive side I only have 17 months left and you only have 19! 2nd - We can do this!!
Think of some things we've done in the past that has taken time. We both have 2 boys, so we were pregnant for 18 months and look at what we got out of that. We each have 2 wonderful boys! Remember how the time flew by when we were pregnant? Keep yourself busy with your GAL goals. I've been working on mine - been exercising for 1 month and I've lost 8 lbs but I've lost 11 1/4"!! I'm getting some lovely complements. I even had a guy tell me today that I didn't look 42 that I looked 32! Gotta love him. Made my day.
2nd - We can do this!! We are both very strong, independent women. Granted we are probably seriously lacking in patiences and that I believe should be one of our GAL goals. To become more patient. My dad used to have some old joke that I can only remember the punchline . . . patiences jacka$$, patiences. Every now and then I will say it to myself when I don't things are moving fast enough for my liking.
