Making progress...slowly

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So my D confirmed that the PA is still on with OM and W, in fact, it may have never ended.

This feels exactly how it felt when I first found out about OM in November. Im sooo hurt, again.

2 weeks ago my W was blowing my phone up with text messages "Im going to fix this" "I want my family back" "I love you and want you back" "I feel so lost without you" "Cant stop thinking about you".

Now we havent spoken in 2 weeks and she doesnt even try to talk to me, she communicates to me through my mom (I actually prefer this as talking to her at this point is too painful).

I dont understand and Im so hurt all over again. My petition for D was dismissed 2 weeks ago (I thought we were getting back together) and now this.

Someone please provide some insight, Im dying.