I'd probably say the same things to someone else who posted my 'story' to this board.
I guess when I read what you post I think, of all people, you'd be the one saying "get away from this person, she's never going to be 'right' for you". Maybe I give you too much 'authority' because of YOUR experience.
What you post does give me 'hope' and I have to keep that hope in the background. Even AmyC couldn't say it was 'over forever'.
Still, I have to live this and it sucks. I so want my life to be happy for once, I've had enough of the years of pain. I really have. I want to start being alive again. Happy again. So getting through the pain faster would be great.
When she moves out I know I would have a hard time ever letting her back in again because I already have a hard time trusting. At that point I think it would be over for me.
Still, it's been 6 weeks and she hasn't fond another job or anything else. She has a potential room to rent but hasn't looked at it yet. I'm sure she will soon. Time will tell.
