Ok soooo....weekend update time! H came over this weekend to give me money...always nice to get money! Then he WHIPS out his IPod says, "Hah! I want my song. Do you still have it?" I'm like, "Of course dude!" So I plug up the IPod and download the song and we just chit chat while thats happening....pretty cool.
So, H asks me if I made it to the Auto Show. I had asked him to go but he backed out with 'gotta move again' (yeah...I'm REAL sad about that one! Ha!) but...no biggie. I told him "No I didn't make it. I couldn't find anybody to go with me. Don't nobody want me!" H looks at me and says, "I find that real hard to believe." OK....deer in headlights....I'm stumped....don't know what to say. I just smile and chuckle...ya know...cute girlie chuckle.
Anyway, he went on to say that he would have went by himself and I said I would have too but money got funny so I didn't go. Ipod finished so I hand it back and show him where his song is. Had to download the whole CD cuz I don't know how to pick out individual songs. He was cool wit it....np.
So now, we talkin' right and I ask...
M: So you still not ready to come back yet, huh? (I know, I know....I hear ya lips smackin'...dead horse and all dat!) H: Naw, it would just be too uncomfortable M: What??? I make you uncomfortable? H: Naw...It's just cuz...(he got fuzzy right here). Plus (baby) would be coming with me. I'm takin' him wherever I go. M: Now you know she ain't gonna let you take that boy with you. H: Well she just gotta get ova it! Call 'them people' or whateva! I don't care! M: She gonna call 'them people' you know that. H: Whateva...they gonna get me cuz I'm takin' MY kid! Puleeze!!! And then how will it look when I walk in to your family holiday's or party with (baby). They gonna look at you like you crazy M: Since when did you care about what people think of you. H: Not me....you
***Here is where I get all philosophical 'n stuff on his arse****
M: Look, my family don't dictate my life. You can't help who you fall in love with. They can't dictate to me how I should act or who I should love. I don't care what they think...this MY LIFE.
***H looks me straight in the face****
H: You're srong for real. I don't know if I could be that strong.
Hmmmmm.....
H: Plus he still breastfeeding. Once she finish with that I'm gone anyway. I'm just waiting for that to be over.
Double Hmmmm.....
We talked a little about the dog he got and I told him that he should have brought him. I wanted to see the doggie....
H: Well, time to go....I borrowed her car and she be trippin' about this damn car. You know how it is when you have people car. M: Yup
Now at the door....H gives me a great big hug then pulls back to look at me. He halfway bends down like he was gonna kiss me then pulls back an instant later and looks away like he ashamed or something. I just look at him and smile....pat him on his chest and say, "See ya." Then he walks out.
