Meredith - your 5 years..

[cagzmom]

Okay, so specifically, how was your weekend? I know you hate those, but let's try to pick the positives out of one!

Then, let's try to instill some positives in the upcoming ones. I personally happen to love weekends, so maybe I can help there

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This weekend was ok. I survived. The movies all played a HUGE roll and I feel in my spirit that it is time to LIVE AGAIN. I watched Good Will Hunting and even stinkin' Meet the Robertsons (A disney movie) the saying at the end was "KEEP MOVING FORWARD..." And uh the theme of Good Will Hunting....the same...and a sermon I heard yesterday.....fell into the same thing. SO WHATYA THINK??? Maybe I should keep moving forward!!

As the anniversary of him leaving is coming I notice that I have been really really loomed with saddness. Do I think he will file? Don't know - why would he? The seperation papers settle everything. Why wouldn't he? who knows. I sure dont anymore.
play out for d11.

This weekend d11 is gone with him - or is suppose to be. Trying to find things to do but truthfully I don't have any single friend...and the friends I have are very family oriented and friday night is family night. (Something we always did.) SO I dont know what to do.....