Meredith - your 5 years..

[cagzmom]

tpaschal ----No problem with the hyjack. MY ONLY DESIRE for this thread that it stays focused ON YOU AND ME and NOT THEM. It is HARD HARD HARD I know. BUT we have to do this FOR US!! Enough about them.

I understand your STAND and I feel every ounce of fear, anxiety and saddness you feel. BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY I think WE need to stop looking at the D word as the END and instead the BEGINNING.

I AM NOT saying we dont STAND. BUT I agree with trusting (and she is amazing) dont push the D but DO PROTECT YOU. I have said on many other threads that Jesus LET LAZURUS DIE. Think about it. He could have SAVED HIS LIFE...but instead he WAITED and let him die...and what happened? MORE GLORY! MORE TO GOD and less of us. Do you see?

Read earlier - read what CMNM wrote to me about letting go - about admitting the end to the R. NONE of us want that or we wouldnt be here.

Read and reread what has been posted on this thread...I agree it is GOOD. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO ABOUT THEM AND EVERYTHING ABOUT US!!