I am going to let D9 ask me questions. I will let her know that she can ask when she is ready and I will answer her truthfully.
BND, I would dearly love to go to ow's house and smack the crap out of her. And STBX for that matter. I assume that she is the conductor of the Crazy Train but he is a willing rider at the very least.
Liss, yes I do feel better about myself after seeing a tiny glimpse of the ow's behaivor. I would NEVER conduct myself like that and I have NO desire to be like her, I don't care how pretty or successful she is.
W2S, I do feel that ow views me as the defeated enemy and has absolutely NO respect or regard for me. I really don't care what she thinks of me. I am concerned with what she says to my kids about me, it really pisses me off. I do need to figure out how to deal with her and right now I have NO idea how to do that.
I tried to call the kids again tonight to say goodnight, went to VM and told STBX that I would be on my cell please have the kids call. Nothing from them at all. I really hate having no contact with my girls. I do worry that whatever they told D9 she doesn't want to talk to me or call me back. I can't wait until they are home tomorrow and I can hug them again.
