I agree with the others - and you can be my knight in shining armour any day - I'll even lend you the steed, (although she's chestnut not white - sigh - I guess we could throw a can of paint over her. LOL)
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
After this the next time you hear from me I’ll be in Bakersfield.
I went and bought W some miniature pink Roses and a Thank-you card...had a picture of a dog on the front and inside said "you made me so happy I could just poop" also got her a chi tea latte. Bought son some silly string to play with while I was gone also..... I am really nervous. I know to the world travelers here like Mark and Sara it's no big deal but this is the first time for me to be alone. one good thing... even though I am not leaving with the past put to rest and a new beginning with the W .... I am leaving on a good.... happy... feeling with her... Don't know what is going to happen during this trip but what I do know Is I WILL NOT be the same person when I come back...
Thanks everyone for being there for me....
NikB your present is packed.....
Later
Dr Love...
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
When you made these plans, things were so different. I am very happy to find you in this good, healthy place. And husband, Dr. Love that is...I would be nervous traveling on my own as well.
I'm in Bakersfield....Trip was long...So are you ready for this..... The jeep was in the garage and son and W came out to see me off... I gave W a big long hug... Kissed her and said I am real nervous. She said I know you are. Don't worry everything is going to be fine. The she wanted to take a picture of me driving away so I gave her my camera and drove down the street. When I passed by the house She took a pic. Then I backed up to get my camera and she leaned in and I gave her a kiss and I said "I love you" and then.....I KNOW I heard it she said" I love you too” Now she said it real low... And I don't know if she meant it or it was a reflex... But I do know she has been real careful NOT to say that for the last 10 months... Even if it was a mistake this is the FIRST time in 10 months she has said it.
So I am traveling down the road and about 4 hours into my trip my phone rings.... It's W... She wants to know how I’m doing. If I got lost or what ever...I told her I was about 100 miles from Bakersfield and aside from the CHP stopping behind me when I pull over to take a pee... Everything was going good... I called her when I got her to let her know I made it. I also talked to son..... I refrained from the I love you to her because I don't want to push it..... Son and I did do the "I love you more" thing we do...
Well I guess I will read some and then TRY to go to sleep...
Talk to ya all later.
Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
Yay! Sounds really good. That ILY was NOT a "reflex" - not with what's been going on.
Did that anxiety subside a bit now that you're on the road? Hope so!
Has the knight met anyone yet??
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
Doc, at this point, any ILY is good; even if it's a slip, it's still good. At the very least that means her guard is lowered and she's more comfortable with you than before. Smile.
