... If God is trying to teach me something, I sure wish I would get it and soon. I have always been a strong woman. I am stubborn and independant. I feel like this Divorce is being shoved down my throat and I hate that!!!
one of the things He often does is allow our pain to continue to teach us to lean on HIM. Take it from a fellow "stubborn and independent" DB'r....and read Proverbs 3:5-6.
It is only when we reach the "end of self" and turn it ALL over to God that we will start to truly understand....