I dont know why I still feel something for this woman. I mean, its been almost 18 months, and I still get a pull from her sometimes. Its like the point I feel I am truly moved on 100%, I get pulled back a little.
I have let God take over, and He has done tremendous strides in my life. I just get a thought or voice in my head that says.."She will come back, just be prepared for what you will feel like when she does.."
I dont know if that is God talking or my own concoctions...I guess I will know when the time is right.