H with MLC

[2ndnoah]

I think him calling you about Easter is a baby step like the DB book says. Look for the small stuff. I wish my H would just do one thing in that direction. Instead, he is running the opposite way. After 31 years, he has just left and has never turned back. Here the Divorce laws say if you have minor children you must go to a Divorce parenting class. He has already gone to it and back 3 weeks ago. I just cannot believe it. I hate this. He told me he had a V-day weekend planned. I believe he and his bi+ch went to the Daytona 500 if I was guessing. Last week he could not wait to get his belongs as well as a list of things he wants out of the house and barn, but then all of a sudden, he emailed me saying.....you know the weather is going to be bad this weekend why don't you pick a day out next week for me to come and get that stuff. Th email was really wordy and sweet. He is a man of little words and especially in emails. It was not from my H, I know his bi+ch had to have told him what to say. I hate this. I wonder.....does DB really work or is it just a way for us to working through finally acceptance of failure. I am so confused at his point. It's been a very, very hard weekend. I am at my wits end as to what to do. I know my rope is almost at its end in him filing for D. I just am so tired of always walking on glass in how and what words I say and decisions I make. I just want him to come home. My boys are crushed, I am crushed, My life as we knew it is crushed. H did not even call my S15&19 to wish them happy V-day and that he loved them. That was so hard. I just do not understand. I have prayed night and day for God to make him miserable in his sin and to allow him to realize what is right. I have done this for 5 months. Nothing. My heart is broken! It is just broken!