I don't even think I have anything else to loose if i ask him to leave . he already had his mind made up and he is very adimant about it. I mean he has the house.
By staying, I know that he has viagra and although I don't know if he is using it do I realy want it in my face.
He leaves and he looks so good and smells even better.
I love this man right to my soul and yet he is all done.
Before we went in the hottub, after he came home from work, when we were standing in the kitchen he was staring at my cleavage...no mistaking it and it kills me because I want him so bad and yet the viagra isn't for us.
I don't know, I really don't know.....
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"Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction"
