This is so hard. Just had a nice dinner but all she wanted to do was argue after. I validated all her arguements but she still came after me and then the kids. She thinks I am out to blow all the money in the joint account because i mentioned that i would like to get a new car soon. There is no trust at all and i don't deserve that. I have worked so hard to get us where we are today and all I get is a Sh** sandwich. Felling kinda sh***y tonight cause she was all over me. Her mood swings are unreal. She keeps saying "another thing i have to add to my list for the Lawyer". That makes me feel really bad. O'well, I'll get back on my feet again. Thanks for your thoughts. Can't wait to see my friends. I'm am trying to stay away from her but it is hard.
