Thank You sirprizeme....thank you. I do feel like I am in control of my emotions....lately all I want to do is just roll my eyes at my H and at the things he says, but I care about him and I see him struggling. He actually asked me again about the therapist. Of course I told him that he could call and he just asked me "you cant do it for me?"....of course I was thinking he should do the work himself, but if it is the only way to get him to go, I will call and have the therapist call him. There is no pressure here from me for him to go. I did ask him if he was getting to the point he could see he needed help and he said yes. So, tomorrow, I will call for him and get things started. Today he is at home sick....I wonder if he had a hangover but I dont know. I do know he stayed Home last night and all day today. The OW was not around at all or ex OW I should say. Im praying her new man will sweep her off her feet.
AND when I said that being single isnt so bad....I meant that I dont care if I ever get married again....Relationships are full of problems and I would rather work on the problem I have than go and find a new one....and I think that being single is what would be best for me right now.
I did tell my kids that their dad had broke up with his GF....only because they were going on about not wanting him to marry her and stuff...so I told them they were no longer together.....then they wanted to know why he werent here....they see that he jumps back and forth and its sad.
Im praying for him hard tonight....I see him struggling so much and it hurts me, but really I feel stronger than ever. I feel like I have my head on straight and its a good place to be.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
