Don't give up!!! I know you are going through a rough time. I am sorry that things are so hard right now.
I was thinking about your situation and this is what I see. Maybe I am wrong. Please tell me if I am. But maybe I am going to hit you with a 2 x 4 now!
What I see is:
you pull a little closer to H (sex calendar, etc)--> H pulls a little closer to you --> Kalni gets mad, frustrated and discouraged because H is not back yet
you pull a little farther away from H --> H pulls a little farther away from you --> Kalni gets mad, frustrated, and discouraged because H is not back yet
Does this make any sense??????
If you need to pull back because you are getting destabilized by the drama, then pull back to protect yourself. But if reaching out in small, friendly ways works, then DO MORE OF WHAT WORKS.
I can't believe that you were born in Kalamata! Does that mean you are made out of mostly olives? (You are what you eat?) Kalamata is where my favorite olives come from!!!
I am sending you LOTS OF MUFFINS are you still going to visit a friend in NYC soon, or did I just imagine that? I was thinking maybe I could ship your muffins to NYC instead of Greece, so they will be fresh and delicious, not moldy !!
