Yesterday I was driving alone and came to the conclusion that I just have to let her go and find her way, if she comes back then great but if not I have to move on for my own sanity. Then today I find myself missing her so much. I think being around my kids brings back those feelings.
Fyre, You'll go back and forth like that for awhile, I've found. Gradually, the times where you really miss her will become less intense and more infrequent.
How was the hike?
Bomb
Me: 51 W: 50 M 24 yrs EA: since Apr 06 S22, S26, S28 ILYBNILWY:Nov 07
"It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything." Tyler Durden
She tells me that she loves me, wants to be friends but doesn't want to be married anymore. She did admit to having an EA with OM. She says that is not physical, but that she would like to go out on a date with him. So it's going to go that way.
She also repeated twice that this is not a mid-life crisis.
We talked quite a bit, I told her that I am having a hard time with her being around this guy, she said she understood.
I feel like I should just let her go and be with this guy, cuz the more I resist the more attractive he looks to her. But I just can't seem to get there.
She tells me that she loves me, wants to be friends but doesn't want to be married anymore. She did admit to having an EA with OM. She says that is not physical, but that she would like to go out on a date with him. So it's going to go that way.
She also repeated twice that this is not a mid-life crisis.
We talked quite a bit, I told her that I am having a hard time with her being around this guy, she said she understood.
I feel like I should just let her go and be with this guy, cuz the more I resist the more attractive he looks to her. But I just can't seem to get there.
She tells me that she loves me, wants to be friends but doesn't want to be married anymore. She did admit to having an EA with OM. She says that is not physical, but that she would like to go out on a date with him. So it's going to go that way.
She also repeated twice that this is not a mid-life crisis.
We talked quite a bit, I told her that I am having a hard time with her being around this guy, she said she understood.
I feel like I should just let her go and be with this guy, cuz the more I resist the more attractive he looks to her. But I just can't seem to get there.
I know that is what I need to do, but doing it is another thing...
She actually brought up the MLC this is about the third time she has brought it up, I think she is starting to realize something she doesn't want to face.
She usually says, "This is not a mid life crisis, I am not going to go out and buy a Corvette"..
I have thought seriously about asking her to do some more research on mid life crisis, not telling her that is what is going on, but suggesting she look into it more.
