Help...feel frustrated, helpless and sad! WAW/?MLC

[bombardier50]

You are not whining, my friend. You are grieving. One minute, one hour, one day at a time. You will not always feel this way.

...think I feel very frustrated too about myself and how well she ? seems ? to be doing in comparison. I feel really broken inside and like I am soooo far "behind" where I need to be...like somehow I need to race to catch up to where she is to be feeling okay, somehow having at least as good a life as she is.

She may look composed on the outside, but inside, she's experiencing an emotional tornado. Don't for a minute think she's feeling all warm and fuzzy inside. She's feeling confusion, guilt, and fear. You will learn to see it and hear it in her voice. Her time to collapse to the floor and sob will come later...when she hits the wall.

Baby steps. Hang tough, buddy.

Bomb