Without getting into too much detail about last night (post discussion), W and I had a little wine. She probably had a litle more than me.....to make a long story short, we ended up in bed.....She definately initiated last night's activities.
This AM., W asked if I was mad and I said why should I be mad? Honestly, if I was reading this thread, I would probably think this stuff is all made up. Suffice it to say that regardless of what happened last night, I get the feeling that W wants to be alone but would like me to be there for her at the same time. She said this during our conversation.....she wants me to give her business advice, be there for our D7 (goes without saying), be available to spend some time together. Why we can't do this while working on our R like a normal couple is beyond me. She even went as far as saying that she wants to buy me out so that if we want to get back together, we will still have our house. Unfortunatelly, I don't think she will be able to. even if the bank agrees, she will be very very tight with the payments. I know all this sounds a little weird but I am just reporting on events in the hope that some of you can give me some insight on what is going on before my very eyes. She even went as far as saying that she is tired of relying on me and needs to move on with her life. The added responsibilities she hopes will ground her a little (get back to the basics). Why she can't do this with me around is beyond me. How is all this going to effect D7? Why is she willing to put D7 through this considering the pain that W went through as a child? I am shaking my head in disbelief even as i write this. BTW,iIt does not look like W is going to church. I don't want to bring it up because I don't want to remind her about her sister. She is writing a report for her partner...there is the major problem in my book anyway ...... PRIORITIES.
