Thanks Grace. I realized after I have let myself be in pain /affected by H ..it was time for me to take control instead of my thoughts.

It was time for a change . I had to let go and GROW!

Im telling you , after you get past the PAST , you are free.

I say it was a few months ago. The change was painful but worth every bit of it.

H texted last night to tell me he was bringing the dogs home this week.

I already knew that.

i just responded Ok, Im sure they are happy.