I think Saffie nailed it. when I think of your w, I do see a rebellious teenager.
If you are ready to end this, file. It might be the healthiest thing for you....its definitelly something you have real control over. Granted, only do it if you are truly ready for your M to end. I wouldn't recommend it as a bluff.
I agree with lwb, too. It is YOU I care about here. Take care.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"