you no longer have to worry about reading his moods... ================================================================= hey PS, thanks for coming over to whine-land, lol. True, was just thinking of that, just now as the web pg loaded "i don't have to make it entertaining or feel like i'm not interesting enought for him", ... that was so wrong, no way to live.
He cannot be the person you "need" right now. ===================================== such a simple statement and yet so powerful, I have to find the strenght within myself first, and it prob should b like that anyways.
He hasn't called today (still has no cell) so that's mostly the reason, but i m not upset about it, yea, miss hearing a simple hello, but now the cow webs are clearing from my head & am thinking a bit clearer & realize I have to move along. Sure wish he'd call the kids though, we used to always meet for lunch on sats, and though my son hasn't said anything I know he'd like to hear from his dad, I've already asked H to keep in touch w/kids & he said yes, so it's up to him, I can't force him to call them.
Will have a busy day tomorrow, and will try to plan something for monday, we both just got paid but already I dont' have any spare money, paid a few credit cards, then his rent, and...it is all gone, oh well, I'll come up w/something to do w/the kids regardless if he decides to come or not. Hope you all have a good weekend)))))))))))))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
