I have seriously considered this even before you asked! I wish I could fax them to you or something. I am afraid if I send them to you they will arrive moldy and inedible. That would be so sad!! Are you still going to NYC soon... was that to visit a friend? Could I ship them to your friend and you could have a muffin party together?
I have been reading your thread & I'm sorry to hear that you're discouraged. I am not sure what to say, but I am thinking for you and pulling for you.