Thanx Firekeeper your a doll. Yeah I have been working on that darker side of me cause I have always been far TOO SWEET. I still am but I just mix in a pinch of sass and a tablespoon of dont take sh*t anymore and boom, people mess with you far less, it is amazing. And saying No ~ That one is helping me also.
Your MOM sounds like she loves you a whole lot. And yes your angel is always with you, I also think sometimes they are here on Earth and in front of our very eyes and we just dont see.
My Angel here on this Board is without a doubt COG, he always knows just what to say to me and helps me so much.He is a sweetheart and touchs my heart!!!!!! He helped opened my eyes to my old behavior and how much it was hurting my H. He helped my M and myself in ways I will never be able to repay him. I have no doubt God sent him to me, and I say that with all sincerity and from the bottom of my heart.
And my H he is my Very Own Personal ANGEL, sent here to help me shine and be my Best even when I just wanted to give up. So FIREKEEPER ,my dear, your Angel Is out there somewhere just open your eyes. ~ Love and God Bless. ~Ali