i just dont understand how I can feel on most days that I have moved on..then other days get so angry and depressed that she doesnt want our M back..i know its been almost 2 years but cmon...maybe she cant let go of the anger..I have sensed that in her.
Like I said, she cant seem to find the greener grass she was looking for, so I guess that is my fault too..and probably the reason she still shuns me a little.
Tonight, she asked to bring dinner to her..I agreed because I didnt eat either...I know I shouldnt have..but it was a nice friendly encounter..I didnt do anything but act as a friend.
Its funny though, she tries to hide things because she doesnt want to hurt my feelings..WTF?..why would she care? Right?
Oh well...saturday nights..its the nights that get me the most when I am like this. Thanks to anyone who is reading this..just needed to vent.
Chevelle,
I find it interesting how WASs think the grass is greener... As I told my exWAW, you are just exchanging one set of issues for another.....
As for your sitch, I would focus on GAL... I would get out and make some female friends... Even if you are still crazy in love with exW, you must broaden your horizons.... She WILL notice...
The aspect I could personally not deal with is if someone wants to leave because they think the grass is greener or whatever... They leave, they are gone. Someone here wrote, “Gone is gone...” I would have waited the rest of my life for my exWAW to deal with her issues... As soon as she brought someone else into the M, it was history...
In my case, I could have ran off with another woman on several occasions.... I would never be the type to even ponder it... When I am married, I do not see other “options.” I guess I am an odd bird in that way...
I wish you all the best.
Take Care,
RMG
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"
