i just dont understand how I can feel on most days that I have moved on..then other days get so angry and depressed that she doesnt want our M back..i know its been almost 2 years but cmon...maybe she cant let go of the anger..I have sensed that in her.
Like I said, she cant seem to find the greener grass she was looking for, so I guess that is my fault too..and probably the reason she still shuns me a little.
Tonight, she asked to bring dinner to her..I agreed because I didnt eat either...I know I shouldnt have..but it was a nice friendly encounter..I didnt do anything but act as a friend.
Its funny though, she tries to hide things because she doesnt want to hurt my feelings..WTF?..why would she care? Right?
Oh well...saturday nights..its the nights that get me the most when I am like this. Thanks to anyone who is reading this..just needed to vent.
