aaah ok Addie thanks for asking. I sent you an email.
I feel like I'm being tested and failing horribly. I feel like my whole world has come crashing down. Even though I knew things weren't good I never thought he'd leave. I think the neediness that I have shown over the years has taken it's toll on him. I think that if I can show that he's not needed in the same way as he feels he might come home.
Has anyone read Dr Lauras book "The Proper Care and Feeding of Marriage" I downloaded the audio versio and it's quite good.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*