Everything, even the most innocent comment, feels like pressure to these men.
I guess. Sometimes my comments, esp funny/sarcastic ones, help to lighten things up between us. Tonight, for example, we all went out to celebrate my D11's admission into a very selective school. It was a Thai restaurant and one of the dishes on the menu was called "Drunk Man's Noodle." I made a crack to H about how that's what I'm dealing with lately and we both laughed and kind of nudged each other.
I guess I am not such a great DBer. I feel so insanely starved for love, affection and sex that I can barely stand it anymore. I can't believe I used to be so uninterested in sex. Now it's all I think about. I am dying to leap on my H and just go for it--but I won't because he would probably reject me. It has been 2 months--longest ever.
But good to hear from you Ingrid. Do you have a current thread?
Me/X-H: 47/48 T 19 yrs M 16 years D14 D10 ILYBINILWY: 10/07 H moved out 6/08
