Jenny...here is my take on the prayer thing. I was praying the same things you were...bring H home! But my friend told me to pray differently. I was praying to God what "I" wanted. "I" wanted God to bring H home. She told me instead to pray that God's will be done and he gives you strength to make good decisions and run the race before you. She told me to also pray for H. That was a tough on for me to do because emotions were running high and I didn't want to pray for H because he had hurt me so much.

Now, I don't always pray like that because I forget or I am too angry with H (You have seen me), but it does give you more peace.

Hope your feeling better.


Me: 46 FWS: 36
Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07
Baby Girl born 3/08
Kicked him out because OW: 7/08
5/10 He realized what he had and lost.
Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!