Bomb, you are the voice of our conscience! Thanks for your support.
I have spent many an hour knelt on the carpet sobbing, I've cried and howled so hard driving back home to an empty house, I couldnt see the road and nearly crashed several times. I've cried so hard, I eventually realised I was rocking back and forth like a crazy person. I guess I can see I'm not as bad as I was, as that stage is over now. The GAL is a bit slow in coming, but then we had moved to a new place and anyway, my partner was my life, unfortunately, I enjoyed being with him 24/7 and didnt expect him to be going anwhere. I guess thats the same for you Purr?
No, I'm not in Darwin (is that NZ?) I'm in the tip of England, right in the toe! Furthest point south. Its a bit sticksville and not much doing, but the coastline is amazing.
How is your weekend Purr? I am teaching myself songs on the guitar ;-)