W came to kids soccer game with us today. She was really pushing my buttons by being on the phone and texting the whole time. You guys would be really proud of me, I did not say one thing. One the way home she wanted to shop at Cold Water Creek. I hate to shop but S and I were so patient it was unreal. We were really good as we sat there and waited for an hr. I really bit my lip. Tonight she is cooking us dinner. Now she is out getting a Fax at the office. It really bothers me when she does this cause it is just an excuse to get out of the house and maybe (trying not to assume) a chance to call OM. But I don't think she is in close contact with him anymore but who knows. I am doing a great job detaching and we are getting along really well. The only thing that bothers me know is since I moved to the quest room I have not had one hug or kiss. I really miss that and really, really want to ML. I also have a funny feeling she has been talking to her lawyer but that is just a gut feeling, my gut is usually very good. How am I doing.
