Well, after my Dad said I might have 5 or 7 years left I blundered my DBing and called upset. I asked if anything WAW needed for me to bring for 5D for church tomorrow but it was obvious I was upset and she asked about it. Parents drink way to much and I do not give 5D time with them because of it. Oddly, she asked, "what would she(implying 5D) be missing." I said, "thank you, you are right, I shouldn't have called." But I was a bumbling mess...I love her to much to talk to her...
I sent a text message later saying,"Thank you so much. You are so right. She won't miss much". Probably a mistake I will see Sunday morning when I pickup 5D.
She is so stubborn. Strong as an ox. Argh... I love her so...pray more...stick to my goals better.
