Finding my way out of the dark

[mishka422]

I'm only strong some days glam but yesterday and today have been pretty darned good. Through God all things are possible and I know that I have to be in a better place before there is any hope for my marriage. When I have found my way back to being the woman God means for me to be then I will be truly content and standing for my M won't seem like such an impossible thing.

I did flat out tell my H the other day that I will not stop standing for us even if he has because I believe in him and our relationship. He didn't have a comment about that and that was just fine. I just don't ever want him to misunderstand and think that I am moving on and away from him because I won't do that. I WILL GAL! I will find my happiness again. Those things have nothing to do with him directly, they are for me and for my son. My son deserves to have the strongest, most well-rounded, fun mom. That's who I want to be for both of us.

That is my goal. I feel so uplifted today. I hope you all get that lift as well. Pray....pray.....pray.....then pray some more. The peace I have found is amazing!